Day 30: More Thoughts on those High School Days

[anarchist_nomad]

Coincidentally, just days after my high school blast from the past, cassiopia was showing me some of her high school yearbooks today. I was struck by what a normal and pleasant experience she had had: Clubs and plays and a boyfriend. It all seemed so normal. Quite the contrast from the hell that high school was for me, what with running away from home (twice) and being kicked out of the house (many times!) and having my mother call the police on me and punching a hole in my bedroom wall and being almost continuously depressed and lonely... y'know, things like that.

I was undoubtedly the most colourful character in my high school, but I was certainly not very happy back then. I don't regret it per se, as those experiences shaped me into who I am now. Not in some abstract way, either, but in very direct ways that are obvious to me. Nonetheless, when I was a depressed teenager, I heard many people tell me to cheer up because those were going to be "the best days of my life." What a thing to tell a depressed person! Luckily, I had not believed them -- if I had, I probably would have truly been suicidal with nothing better to look forward to! However, my conversation with cassiopia made me wonder about other people's high school experiences. Which leads to my first LJ poll:

[Poll #591991]

I'll be curious to see the results on this. I have a prediction already (which I won't reveal, to keep the analysis somewhat unbiased) and I am curious to see how closely it resembles the truth.

Comments

Re: High School days suck rocks

[anarchist-nomad.livejournal.com]

..... I don't think I have the words to respond to the hell that was your high school era experience. Holy crap. I know my adolescence was hellacious but I do know that many other people (including several on my friends list) did have it worse. As dysfunctional as my family is, at least I was never abused. Screaming matched with one's mother suck, but not the same way as being subjected to beatings.